Simplicity

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 • 8:43 PM

suppose to go clubbing today with the girls.

but hell, i'm still home.

and will be home for the entire day.

fcuk.fcuk.fcuk.

all because of my mother, who refused to let me go out.

i'm being respectful to ask for her stupid permission,

yet wad did i get in return?

a fcuking NO!

wad's all these?

i'm old enough to make my own decisions,

i dun have to seek for her so called permission.

hell. i dun believe i still got to get approval to do anything.

i'm 19, know?

i hate the way she forbids me.

i hate the way she screams/shouts at me.

i hate the way she calls the shot.

i hate the way she accuses me of doing things i didn't do.

i hate the way she sees me like a trash kid.

i hate the way i'm being treated differently.

i hate it so much when she brings out all the old staffs tat happens millions ago to say me.

i simply hates it to the core when she threatens me!

in conclusion,

I hate my mother.

all i want is to have freedom.

freedom to do anything i like.

freedom to go anywhere, anytime i want.

why can't she gives me more of that?

i really dun understand.

FCUKING DUN UNDERSTAND.

anyway,

tomolo mel's on the house.

she'll be ordering 4 bottles of alcohol,

for jo's farewell party.

wadever it is,

it's definately not for me.

i hate the way she is so selfish..

why can't call someone to go and even keeping it from her?

i mean, all of us are friends wad..

why do till that extend lea?

isn't it too much?!

and up till now, she is still such a hypocrite.

so fake. so unreal.

aren't she tired to be a 2 headed snake?

she hell rich hur.

paid for this paid for that.

why no money to return ling's 30 bucks which she used to buy clothes?

why didn't return peter the 50 bucks she borrowed from him?

act poor in front of people.

behind the back paying extra for a psp just to curry flavour some-guy-she-just-know.

i'm not making up stories.

they are all FACTS.

TRUE AND REAL.

damn.

i'm really really pissed off....

i want to go clubbing lah!!!

CLUB.CLUB.CLUB.