Simplicity

Thursday, October 18, 2007 • 9:46 PM

真倒霉，我生病了。

今天的小测验没办法去。

就连linez打给我很多通电话我都没接。

真的很对不起她！

希望她大人有大量原谅我。

她失恋了。

她喜欢很久的男生有女朋友了。

她的心都碎了。

这么久的等待，

这么久一直默默的喜欢着他，

顿时间都随着她的悲伤而慢慢的消失。

她回想过往的那些回忆,

那些快乐。

不争气的眼泪从眼眶落下。

她很想坚强。

她很想忘记他，

但每次还是会想起他。

或许，她需要的是时间来治愈她的伤口吧。

Sunday, October 14, 2007 • 11:53 PM

have been a extremely good girl these days.

went to school everyday.

was never late.

return home after lunch.

seldom went out.

can't believe it myself too.

class was okie, but boring at times.

often find myself dozing off in class.

why can't people be more mature?

i mean so stupid to argue over something so minor.

this girl, P was talking in class with E while the lecturer was teaching.

lecturer sort of told P off and she's damn unhappy about it.

P starts complaining to E bout how unfair it is tat she's being reprimanded by mr moody.

she said she's talking about school work and was being told to keep quiet,

while people behind were talking craps yet were not being scolded.

she start to complain from class hevn end till end,

while waiting for the toilet.

the girl she was talking about was ahead of us, inside the toilet,

heard every single thing P said bout her since P said it with a loud voice.

the girl confronted her as in asked her, “你那里不爽？”

the girls ended in the academic manager office with mr moody.

i mean,

P should just keep quiet and let everything rest yeah?

wad's the point of complaining and talking bout the thing when it's over?

she wants the lecturer to scold the girl too to show tat he's fair?

it's her fault for talking in class, regardless of sch work or anything,

the lecturer did warned them tat he had very sharp ears.

E even told me mr moody was aiming them already.

为什么明知故犯呢？

the girl was partly at fault too.

she shouldn't have alert the manager.

as i've mention earlier,

it's just a very very minor matter.

there's not a need to blow things up!

真无聊！真幼稚！

grandma is back home for bout 3 days already.

thought there's so many of us,

we still have problems looking after her.

she got to be tie up at night just in case she pulls out the tube from her nose.

just like today,

we were just not with her for a while only,

she pulls out the tube and got to call the nurse down to put it back.

have to carry her to sit upright, do the things she wants us to do etc.

it's very very tiring.

but 最辛苦的还是妈妈。

她必须每天帮grandma换尿布，

帮她清理大小便，

喂她喝奶，吃药。

看到她真的非常累。

直到现在才知道她有多伟大。

为了这个家，

妈妈牺牲很多。

每天都不够睡。

什么事都勤力勤为。

样样大小事都自己来。

今天，

她忍不住哭了。

我想，每天弄得这么累，

难免会受不了的。

更何况，

爸爸说要帮她一起照顾却没遵守约定，

反而睡觉去了。

怪不得妈妈会那么生气伤心。

人的忍耐度只能到certain extent.

once it's over the line.

火山就会爆发了。

this is just the beginning.

there's more to come....=(

结婚前，女人是属于自己的。

结婚后，女人失去了自我，

为了老公，孩子，为了这个家，

女人已是属于家庭的。

女人啊女人，为何牺牲那么大？

妈妈们，你们真的好伟大！