Thursday, December 20, 2007 • 9:48 PM
He told me to give him some time to think bout some stuffs.
he told me he's over stress and needs time for himself.
i agreed.
i respect his decision.
perhaps we should give each other time to sort things out.
i dun wanna be a burden to him.
i dun wan to see him so stress out.
i dun wan to let him go through this alone.
if i told u i ain't sad,
i'm actually lying.
in fact, my heart hurts so much,
it's worse den stabbing me with thousands of knifes.
i cried my heart out.
i really wanted this to be just a nightmare.
i told myself to be strong.
but í simply didn't do a good job.
it's impossible for me to let go.
baby, i'm waiting for you.
waiting for the guy i love so much to be back to his ownself again.
i'll be just right her with you.
i'll be with you regardless of wad..
I CAN NEVER DO WITHOUT YOU.......
• 5:35 AM
我很累，可是我睡不着。
我的心里总觉得怪怪的。
很不踏实，很没有安全感。
脑海里一直在想，
我们到底怎么了？
自从那件事发生以后，
我觉得你变得很不是自己。
你说你没变， 你还是你。
我多么希望是我想太多了，
多希望是我太过敏感了。
你问我爱你是不是很累，
我没有回答你，
但是我知道爱你是幸福的。
我曾经想过就这样放手，
放弃我们两年多的感情，
可是只要我一想到你，
我根本办不到。
要我放弃你，
是不可能的。
我的生命里不能没有你。
我不想失去你。
我们一定会一起度过这次的阻碍，对吧？
我需要你的爱。。。。。
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 • 12:56 PM
yesterday was the saddest day in my life.
yesterday was the most terrible day.
yesterday was the day my heart aches so much.
yesterday was the day i cried so so much.
yesterday was the day i hit my fist againest the wall.
yesterday was the day i drink beer in the afternoon.
yesterday was the day i'll not forget for as long as i live.
yesterday, i nearly lost him.
nearly lost the one i love so much with my heart and soul.
yesterday, he almost lost me.
the disappointments i felt,
the tears i've cried,
the hatred within my heart,
i can never forget.
we are okie now.
we talk things out and i'm still the one he truely loves.
losing him is wad i fear the most.
he's my everything.
the one i could never live wihout.
nobody is able to take him away from me.
nobody can get in between us.
i really really hope things are back to the same now.
i really hope this will never never happens again.
boy,
i really hope this is the first and also the last time this happens.
let's give ourselves 1 more chance to work this out.
i love you so much,
i dun wan to get hurt again.
i just want to spend the rest of my life with someone i love...
and you are the one.
my love for you remains the same.
my love for you will never change.
the day when i stop loving you,
is the day i close my eyes and never wakes up.
baby,
i love you.
Monday, December 17, 2007 • 1:44 AM
2 more days before my modules are all over. =)
ytd went clubbing with hel, linez.
shuyuan and mel went off earlier as they got something on.
stayed in rumours for the whole nite listening to ppl singing and dancing.
didn't dance at all cos it's weird dancin in rumours.
saw this banana guy ( because he's in yellow) dancing away.
his dancesteps damn funny la....hel can b my witness.
hopefully i can go clubbing with the girls on wed. =)
do u know how much i missed you?
