Simplicity

Saturday, June 13, 2009 • 11:06 PM

was running through the messages in my phone i've received from friends and mr bf.

both wonderful and horrible memories flashes back in my mind.

upon seeing the messages my lang and the others had send me really makes my day better.

can't help but smile, seriously. (:

like think back now, friends whom are pretty close to me,

like suddenly drifting away slowly from me.

friends that i msn/sms almost everyday in the past,

somehow like vanish from my life?

friends that you had like almost everything to talk to,

lessen.

eh no, i should say i can't find one now.

i hate that our conversations ended abruptly,

leaving us awkward.

so, we do have limited topics to talk about?

oh well. sucks.

so where have my old friends gone to?

it's been months since i last heard bout them or meet them up.

great.

RAWR!

i'm ending my post now.

it sucks, seriously.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009 • 6:47 PM

i'm totally bored. so ripped this test thingy to kill boredom. =x
pardon me for that!

100 TRUTHS.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: low fat milk
2. Last phone call: ben ( not pufferfish ben. )
3. Last text message: zai
4. Last song you listened to: thinking of you by katy perry
5. Last time you cried: i can't remember.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: nope.
7. Been cheated on: sucks. hell yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yeah
9. Lost someone special: nah.
10. Been depressed: used to
11. Been drunk and threw up: never did happen to me, yet.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. dark purple
13. black
14. grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yup
16. Fallen out of love: nope.
17. Laughed until you cried: LOL. i did!
18. Met someone who changed you: so far. none.
19. Found out who your true friends were: hmm. i think so.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no. maybe have, just that i dunno.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list: uh huh.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: quite a handful!
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2, max 3.
24. Do you have any pets: no.
25. Do you want to change your name: nah. though i know how freaking common my name is.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: sad to say, an early celebration with menda and nana and spend the actual day with bf.
27. What time did you wake up today: say 10am?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: listening to songs and sing along with it.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: i want clubbing or late night out with friends!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: just a min ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: can't think of one.
32. What are you listening to right now: not listening to any songs.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no. =/
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: boredom
35. Most visited webpage: facebook, tagged.
36. Whats your real name: Amanda
37. Nicknames: manda, dada.
38. Relationship Status: attached.
39. Zodiac sign: aquarius
40. Male or female?: female lah.
41. Elementary?: bukite ho swee & seng kang pri.
42. Middle School?: hougang sec.
43. High school/college?: boston business sch.
44. Hair colour: brown, with some black. =(
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 167cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: blahblahblah
48: What do you like about yourself?: i dunno. you tell me?
49. Piercings: used to have 4. now 2.
50. Tattoos: no. but i hope to get one at the spine?
51. Righty or lefty: right, sometimes left? =p

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: i'm thankful i had none.
53. First piercing: when i'm like 10?
54. First best friend: 7!
55. First sport you joined: basketball?
56. First vacation: dun have! =(
58. First pair of trainers: can't remember

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I’m about to: watch tv
62. Listening to : nothing.
63. Waiting for: people to talk to me.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: of course!
65. Get Married?: definately!
66. Career?: yeah!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: can i have both?
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: if i really have to choose, will be hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76.Kissed a stranger: no.
77. Drank hard liquor: i can't drink
78. Lost glasses/contacts: lost glasses i think
79. Sex on first date: siao arh?
80. Broken someone’s heart: ya.
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yeah
85. Fallen for a friend?: yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes.
87. Miracles: yea.
88. Love at first sight: not really.
89. Heaven: maybe.
90. Santa Claus: nope.
91. Kiss on the first date: with the right feelings ba.
92. Angels: no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: i think so, when i'm younger i think? totally stupid! =/
95. Did you sing today?: yes!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: consider have ba. who doesn''t have a past?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: back to secondary sch life.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: my birthday
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: see the title lah! >.<

Tuesday, June 9, 2009 • 7:13 PM

hadn't been blogging for like 3458759106 years!

i have tons of things to update, but i'm plain lazy,

and seriously, i dun know how to start.. =x

will update more when the mood kicks in.=/