Simplicity

Saturday, November 22, 2008 • 12:57 AM

HAPPY 3 YEARS 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE! <3

Friday, November 21, 2008 • 8:45 PM

You tell me, how can i convince you that wad we did for you is good for you?
yes, you go along with what we planned for you, but i know deep inside your heart, you ain't happy a single bit. Unhappiness is written all over your face i tell you, you can decieved others, but definately not me.

1st. we know you wanted to get to express, for you dun have to "waste"another year studying while others are already in jc or polys.
and of course we hope you can go to express stream, which parents dun want that you tell me?
but with your agg scores, you can only fit into normal academic streams in the schools around our house area.. i've shown you the booklet and the scores they wanted, didn't i? okie, let's take it as you insisted on express stream and we go along with you and we still use the 6 choices that we made, THEY WILL STILL PUT YOU IN THE NA STREAM EVEN IF YOU CHOOSE EXPRESS COS YOUR SCORES DUN MEET THEIR CRITERIA!

as for the schools tat you can go to express or the ones tat your friends recommend you, those schools aren't good and they are really a distance away from home, so yeah.
you jolly know mother's character right? the things she want she will get her way or there will be havoc in the house already! you wouldn't want her to stop all your activities like going out with friends or use com for as long as you like isn't it? you got no choice but to obey her.

your er jie and me dun get a chance to choose schools you know?
we dun even have the chances to squeeze them in the list when you gets the chances to put at least a few of your choice. you should be relived and happy, not sulk and blame, looking as if the whole world owns you!

you didn't get the scores you wanted, who can you blame?
your school teachers? tution teachers? the papers too difficult? your friends scores too high and have better brain?

NO!

if you really wanted to blame, i can only say, blame it on yourself.
ask your conscience, HAVE YOU REALLY PUT IN YOUR BEST, PUT ALOT OF EFFORTS TO GET GOOD RESULTS?
i guess your heart already tells you the answer if you are true to yourself!

and wad's wrong with going to academic stream instead of the express?
just because you only have to spend 4 years in sch sch instead if 5 years?
just because express sounds better den normal academic?
or because most of your friends are going to express and you dun get to?

i dun see any difference between studying in an express class or in a normal acad class.
didn't you know express are stressful? based on your character, you think you can take it?
and i fcuking disagree with wad your school teachers say, wad's with the go express dun go na?
sounds no logic isn't it? shouldn't teachers encouraged their students instead of giving them the wrong mindset?

they are misleading the kids, especially ones like my sister who get's influenced easily!
no matter how many umpteen times i told her she cannot get to express with the schools she had chosen, she INSISTED on going express!

i dun deny that it's hard to get to express when you are in the na.
chances are slim but if extra efforts are put in, i dun see why not the case?
there's this girl who's from normal tech all the way to express.
people can do it, why can't you do it?
it's whether you have the determination to do so anot.

so what if you are in the express?
so what if you are in na?
in the end, both have to take o levels right?
in the end both ends up either in jc/polys right?

it's just the damn 1 year apart.
you might take a longer path den the others, but till the end, you ppl, both express and na, lands in the same jc/polys isn't it?
who knows you might do better den a express kid?

i believe as long as you put in all your heart and determination, nothing will goes your way!
anw, even if you dun get the school you want in the end, i hope it will NEVER affect you in any ways but to even strive harder to prove for yourself.
you are living for yourself, not others, so dun mind wad others comment about you!

after so much of ranting, i really hope my words ain't turn to deaf ears.
if you continues to think of the negative ways, there's nothing i can do either.
what i wanted to say, i've already stated very clear.
the rest is up to whether you want to listen or not.

GOOD LUCK!(:

Thursday, November 20, 2008 • 9:59 PM

my little sis got back her PSLE results.
it's such a big disappointment for her since she expects higher marks den wad she gets.
she called back home, crying her heart out but i thought she did pretty well. (:

arguements arise when we were discussing which secondary schools she goes to.my mum was being uneasonable as she demands us to choose the ones she wants. it's not as if she's the one attending schools!>.<

anw, just hope my little sis buck up and strive hard for her future.i seriously dun wanna see her end up like me.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 • 9:44 PM

i actually write a whole paragraph of what i wanted to say,
but to think back now, it's better to like keep within me.

i just want an answer.
why can't friends, or let's make it as humans can't be real and true?
why act like you really like and care bout tat person when you're actually bitching behind he/her back?

if you freaking dislike tat person, stay away will do right,
so wad's with the pretending to be so good, so close?

you call that friendship. but you actually ruin it.
the value of friendship, dun worth a cent.

Monday, November 17, 2008 • 12:34 AM