Friday, January 4, 2008 • 1:14 PM
i'm hurt by you.
again, for a second time.
the pain was unbearable.
it's really killing me.
why can't everything come to an end?
i can forget,
i can forgive,
but dun take me for granted.
why do the one i love so much,
hurt me the most?
you told me we are on the way to wad we were,
you said we are almost there.
you told me tat you hide from me is because you dun wan me to become wad i am now.
you dun wan me to think so much and get paranoid.
but, tell me,
how am i to remain like who i was,
when it happens again and again?
how am i to not to think when so much things happened all at one go?
all i want is we start everything afresh,
with no one coming in between us.
is my request too hard to fulfilled?
when you push my hand away when i hold your hand,
the frustrated look on your face,
really really breaks my heart.
and now,
my heart,
is dead...
Amanda is dead.
she's not gonna be back.
not anymore...
our love is so fragile.
i hate this baby...
all i want is for u to love me all over again............
it's just tat simple..
='(
Wednesday, January 2, 2008 • 8:04 PM
FAMILY AND FRIENDS SENDING HER OFF ON 1ST JAN 2008.
ALL OF US CRIED AS WE WAVEGOODBYE TO HER.
WE GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH , MY DEAR LITTLE SISTER!
PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF!
WE'LL WAIT FOR YOUR RETURN!!! =)))
