Tuesday, October 14, 2008 • 10:53 PM
i'm so sorry that i hurt you, once again.
days had pass just like tat...
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i really hate to know that you are upset.
i really hate to see you cry.
i really hate myself for being cold towards you.
i really really hate the way we are now.
just like you,
i cherish the friendship between us.
i treasure you.
i care for you.
i love you my dear girl.
but the way we are now...
sigh~
i dunno wad came over me and it's not like as if i'm angry over the incident or anything.
i ain't sure how to explain how i feel deep inside.
i long to talk to you like how we did before.
i long to crap with you and finding chances to disturb you.
i long to receive sms/mms from you.
i long to hear you say you missed me.
i long to webcam with you.
i long to play minesweeper with you.
i long to call you santa claus while hoho-ing away myself.
i long to hear received the sweet comments i gotten from you in hp.
i long to hear you call the nick tat is specially for me.
i long to share my secrets and laughters with you.
i long to take pictures/neoprints with you.
i long to tell you how much i really care for you.
i long to tell you how much i really love you.
i long to tell you how damn important you are to me.
i long to tell you the friendship we build,
i dun wan it to be destroy just by a stupid misunderstanding.
i'm really sorry for being such a hard- hearted person.
i dun meant wad i say.
i dun meant wad i do.
sorry in every single way i had treated you.
still the best of friends, right?
LOVES YOU! <3>
