Simplicity

Saturday, April 4, 2009 • 4:48 PM

it sucks that i took a long time to get to sleep at night.

disturbed thoughts running through my mind.

it seems like there won't be a day that i'll stop thinking and be happy.

got to know that hel can go poly ytd from ling.

deep inside, i'm having mixed feelings.

no doubt i'm happy for her,

it was her target and she's able to fulfill it.

but i can't help but feeling down as well.

friends around me are either studying in polys now or already started working,

i look at myself, feeling pathetic.

i've got neither.

terrible. tat's how i feel now.

i'm such a failure, who doesn't get things right.

i feel damn useless among people around me.

a parasite. i would call myself.

or worse still, i'm even worse than a handicapped.

i regretted not putting efforts when i'm taking my n levels.

thus, i dun even have an o level cert.

how am i gonna get a job like this?

parents have been giving me pressure,

which makes things even worse.

i hate myself, for not able to help out in the family.

i'm nothing but a pile of mud.

completely useless.

who can i blame?

nobody but myself.

took a step wrong, and things will never be right. =(

Friday, April 3, 2009 • 3:22 PM

2nd april 09'

first time meeting my lang and lovelove nana after approximatly of 45 days!
ktv session with my lang follow by dinner and chill out at starbucks with nana.
a bad day for me to sing actually cos i kind of having a sore throat, no form at all!

1st april 09'

meet up with hel and ling on april fool's day! =D

it's been quite sometime since i last meet up with them.

had dinner together follow by slacking and camwhoring at compass point.

how i miss those secondary school days whereby we would loiter in compass point instead of heading home.

in a blink of an eye, we are all grown ups.

i'm really thankful to have them with me though i know sometimes i neglected them.

you girls know very well that i love you! <3

and hel, welcome to our attached club arh! LOL!

may the both of you be blissfully in love with your other halfs!

FRIENDS. MY HAPPY PILLS! (: