Saturday, January 26, 2008 • 4:50 PM
boo hoo hoo!!!!woke up this morning and found the ear stub missing from my ear.
found the shiny thing on my bed.
most probabely drop it while sleeping.
damn.
i sensed something from my ear drop and was awake know,
after tat i laid back to sleep!
gosh, i thought it's only a dream!
damn sad know.
i've always been taking good care of it.
and now it just drop like tat! =(
wad's even worse, there's this meat growing from the wound.
arghhhh.
fugly can?
so sick lah..
i wanted to get a new earhole after this one heals!
btw, my hair length now sucks totally.
it's in between short and long.
i find it damn hard to manage!
should i keep it short or long?
=/
Friday, January 25, 2008 • 8:52 PM
there's this girl whom i know for years.
to speak the truth from the heart,
i dun understand her.
i'm not even fit to be best friends with her.
i've not done my part as a friend of hers.
and now i lost her.
out of sudden,
she turns into this girl i find unfamiliar.
i can no longer talk nicely with her.
i can no longer treat her like my little sister.
i can no longer see the girl i know back den.
the happy-go-lucky,
the cheerful and one who never fails to make me laugh whenever she makes me annoyed.
i speak to her yesterday night.
i tell her off again.
you can't blamed me.
i've spoke to her before regarding this.
it seems tat my words became deaf ears to her.
i tried to hold on my breathe not to be too harsh,
but when i see the heck care look on her face,
i'm totally pissed.
at tat very moment,
i really wanted to slap her hard on the face,
shout at her to wake up and stop behaving like tat.
but i know the whole load of things i said to her,
will goes in her left ear and out of her rite ear,
most probably she will forget every single thing the following day.
actually why should i care so much for her when she dun even care for herself?
but it's really heart aching to see a good girl becoming like tat.
she doesn't know tat there were really friends who are there for her.
she doesn't know her mum is yearning for her to be home to accompany her.
she jolly well know who she is,
i've done my part by persuading her.
the rest really got to let herself decide.
i'm really really washing my hands off her.
i dun wanna be one to nag at her like an old lady.
why waste efforts to someone who doesn't want to listen?
i really hate the way you are now girl.....
• 8:27 PM
SORRY - BUCKCHERRY
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die
I’m sorry I’m bad
I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss
I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry
This time I think I’m to blame
It’s harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die
I’m sorry I’m bad
I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss
I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry
I’m sorry I’m bad
I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss
I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry
I’m sorry baby
I’m sorry baby
I’m sorry baby
Yeah , I’m sorry
Thursday, January 24, 2008 • 1:29 PM
but hell, it's not working!
i can't seems to concentrate and i'm feelin damn panicked already.
grandma was admitted to hospital once again.
ytd morning she started to breathe heavily and say she's xin ku.
heard from my mother tat ah ma had lung infection again.
her blood pressure was really low and nothing seems to help.
thank god ytd when my parents visited her,
she's awake and her blood pressure goes up abit.
doctor says she is so old le.. if her blood pressure really goes down,
he said perhaps we should let her go instead of let her suffer all these pains now..
all i pray now is for her to get well really soon!
Monday, January 21, 2008 • 10:45 PM
now my blog look really fucked up right?
all because i wanted to chang the song den become like tat..
sian, i dunno how to get it back to it's own self.
linez, i need your help!!!!!!
had a heart to heart talk with bf a few days back.
it reminds me of how we used to chat till the wee hours before we got together.
anyway, we were getting better..
in fact,
we were almost like the same as before.
after about a month's tears and heartaches,
my efforts were proven and seen.
the hard times i gone through didn't go down the drain.
he's back, finally back to me.
hel and mel even commented tat bf and i were sweet!
yeah. i'm sweetly in love.=)
but still,
i let natural takes its course.
exams in less den a week and i'm still here slacking my day through.
how terrible i am!
but the so and so much things that happens...
it's not easy for me to concentrate.
but i will try my best cos of 3 reasons
1st, i dun wan to let my family down.
2nd, retaking the exams have to pay already.
3rd, because hel will be checking on me!
go! go! go!
mugging soon!
必胜！
