Simplicity

Tuesday, January 15, 2008 • 10:51 PM

have been staying home for almost a week.

coping at home really do me nothing good.

the more i stay home,

the more i'm left with nothin to do,

the more i tend to think.

perhaps a day spend at a beach alone might ease my tensed up feelings.

for almost 3 weeks,

i'm circulating in my own world.

it's hard for me not to turn back and walk the stretch of road ahead of me.

i dunno how to get back to my own self...

life is getting really meaningless now.

i realised people around me dun seems to understand me like they think they do.

i dun even understand myself.

i hate the way i am now...

• 10:45 PM

IF YOU ARE NOT THE ONE- DANIEL BEDINGFIELD
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings

But I know you are here with me now

We’ll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?

If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away

But I know that this much is true

We’ll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with

I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right

And though I can’t be with you tonight

And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?