Thursday, October 4, 2007 • 12:06 AM
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone,
The face i came to know is missing too
When you're gone,
All the words i need to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it okay
I MISS YOU
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe,
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone,
The face i came to know is missing too.
When you're gone,
All the words i need to hear
To always get me through the day,
And make it okay,
I MISS YOU....
damn. i'm really emo now.
especially this song by avril lavigne.
i can really relate to this song.
i've listened to upteen times and the more i hear,
the more emo i get.
why should i go through all these??
the memories.
the time spent.
i'm just part of your memory tat will fade sooner or later.
i know it's never easy to let go,
but i will heal my wounded heart,
and stop missing you.
boy, do you know how i feels right now?
the hurt is there.
permanently left in my heart.
Monday, October 1, 2007 • 10:47 PM
slept around 1 plus and woke up at 5am.
all because of my 9am class.
and it cost me a bloody $19.80 from home to bugis!
blame it on the stupid peak hour, traffic jams and ERP!
combined classes with another casino class.
i dun like the current class.
the group is far too big.
i just hate my current class lah.
i miss the old class.
at least they were all friendly and nice,
and so much FUN!
I MISS SITTING AT THE BACK OF THE CLASS,
SMSING AWAY,
EATING SWEETS TOGETHER,
WRITING LETTERS,
TEASING CLASSMATES.
MISS THE GROUP TAT WILL GO TO THE BACK ALLEY TO SMOKE.
MISS DRINKING COFFEE AT THE COFFEESHOP WITH THEM.
MISS GOING TO PENISULA WITH THEM.
MISS LEARNING MYANMAR LANGUAGES FROM THEM.
MISS EVERY SINGLE THING.
I MISS THE GOOD OLD TIMES.
SIMPLY ADORES ALL OF THEM !
return me my lovely classmates after the 3 casino modules!
very sway.
my right inner gum got ulcer.
damn pain and kind of swollen already.
linez still ask me to eat steamboat. lols.
wad to do, my honey honey mah. =)
got to thanks her for accompanying me to take the train!
loves you bestie! =D
on a happier note,
grandma can discharged in around 2 days' time!!!!
most pro we will be bringing her back home.
the bright vision hospital wasn't really good.
will be hiring one of my relative's ex maid to take care of grandma.
oh, to mention clearly,
she's only in charge of taking good care of ah ma.
not for me to iron my clothes or fetch me a drink!!! =p
it's definately not easy to forget.
it's impossible for me to let go.
the good times.....
i just wan to feel it once again.
Sunday, September 30, 2007 • 11:31 PM
stayed home the whole of today.
i actually plan to turn in like 11 plus tonight since i've got early classes tml.
but now got to wait for honey linez to bring them my notes i had lend my classmate.
so sweet of her hur? =)
anyway.
i've not gone to the revision classes and right after tat have 1 week holiday.
tat's because some people choose to take the external exams now.
i choose the one held in jan 08' instead.
now too slack so couldn't get anything into my mind.
got to buck up or else you will see my mum chasing me around with a chopper!
school will start 9am tomolo.
it's fcuking early lah.
i doubt i can wake up lor.
shit the lecturer la,only tat time free only!
so i have to sarcrific my sleep just for it!!!!!!
wad's more, i've got no notes for tomolo.
the stupid intranet got pro. couldn't download the file at all.
so tomolo go slack.=p
promised linez to eat steamboat with her tomolo.
but den now my gums hurts badly.
think i grow wisdom tooth.
tat time grow left now grow right.
alot of wisdom in me hur? =p
sorry linez, i'll definately accomapany another time when i'm ok.
crossed my heart, k?
boyfriend gonna be real busy since he promoted.
he wun have time for me.
we wun have alot of time to spend together.
i hope we wun drift apart.
never, yeah? =/
