Simplicity

Saturday, February 9, 2008 • 1:09 AM

1st day of the lunar new year was spend at 外婆's place and hospital.

hospital called to inform us tat my grandma's blood pressure is only 50.

kena scared like shit anyhow prepared den rushed to hospital.

lucky her blood pressure return back to normal in the afternoon.

after tat meet dear and we had dinner at Menotti.

food was good, we had white wine.

catch " kungfu dunk" starring jay chou at century square.

the show was pretty good. =)

return home with rashes.

俗语说得好，

厉害就好，

不要假厉害。

drink chivas with sasi at bf's place,

follow by white wine at menotti.

luckily, it's not very very serious,

but got a scolding from my mum though.

visited ah ma on the second day of new year.

there's this granny beside ah ma's bed.

her condition was really bad, in critical danger.

her family were there all along with her.

she's breathing heavily with the mask on..

out of a sudden, she's stopped breathing.

her family cried and some rushed to get the nurses.

the atmosphere was really really tensed.

after a while, doctor came out and say the granny couldn't make it.

it's 大年初二，

and the family had to prepared for the funeral.

very sad. 'thouh i'm not related to them,

i've got the urge to cry.

it's so sad to witness someone died just like tat..

life is so so fragile.

mum told me tat the family shouldn't cry when the granny passed on..

or her spirit wun leave in peace...

hais...

can't blame them though,

someone so dear to them passed away,

somemore on new year..

doubt anyone could take the pain..

on a happier note,

mahjong sessions with mum and little sis.

it's a game of 三缺一 but we still played lah.

i was full of confidence tat i'll be the big winner of the night,

but lady luck was not on my side,

out of 13 games we played,

i win pathetic 2 games.

damn!

the big winner is someone who knows nothing bout mahjong,

tat is my little sister!

hell. i'm getting revenge soon! =D

Tuesday, February 5, 2008 • 4:32 PM

i just wanted to say,i love you all the same.

just when i thought my nightmare was over,

i realised,

all along,

nothing had changed.

and this time round,

you told me i shouldn't be angry about it

because there's nothing going on.

i admit i'm angry.

but the disappointments and sadness is so much stronger.

how long do you want me to endure?

i'm so tired of everything.

the lies which are white lies in your eyes,

lies that you hide so tat i wun be sad.

your it's nothing means so much in me.

you know there's a gap in between us.

you told me you will and you will try to fix it.

weeks passes and we are still the same.

you know how much does it hurts ?

it's a piercing pain tat hits me right at my wound,

once again.

we might be the lovey dovey pair in other ppl's eyes.

but are we really wad other's sees in us?

i said i love you more den you love me,

you told me you love me more den i do,

but looking at the whole picture,

I'M THE ONE LOVING YOU ALOT MORE DEN YOU DID.

i cherish and treasure our relationship so much.

DO YOU?

you tell me,

HOW AM I WERE TO ENDURE ALL THESE ALL BY MYSELF?

• 4:01 PM

after visiting my ah ma in hospital,

dear and i took a cab down to costa resort in pasir ris to xiao pang's chalet.

saw alot of unfamiliar faces and it makes me damn awkward.

bbq, playing poker, mahjong sessions, drink alcohol and smoking like there's no tomolo.

the chalet was opened to celebrate xiao pang, yong de and my birthday,

it happens tat we were the feb babies!

mahjong session with dear, yong de and edmond from 11 plus to 3 plus in the morning.

was losing so much in the 1st few rounds,

den lady luck start smiling to me and i win!

it's a good start for a mahjong idiot like me alrights!

reach home already 4am.

was darn tired i tell you,

but got the kicks for mahjong lah.

anyone interested ?=p

anyway,

happy 18th birthday to Xiao Pang and Yong De! =))))

Sunday, February 3, 2008 • 9:52 PM

many people come and go in my life.
i have hi-bye friends,

online friends,

ppl whom you happened to pass by along the streets.

but true friends are hard to came by.

since primary school till now i've met friends who were there for me.

be it before or now.

they meant something to me. =)

My very first best friend, Miss Aw Pei Shan!
the very 1st girl i know while we queue up according to heights.
obviously we are the tallest!

she's very nice to me yet i'm super mean to her..

i remembered once i asked her along to somewhere,

den she suddenly felt sick,

den we keep on tell me she ain't feeling well,

i actually lost my temper at her and told her to go home herself,

and simply walk away like tat!

tink back now, i'm such a bad friend.=/
i'm so sorry towards her. =(

but the 1st 3 years of primary school before i transfer out tat i spend with her was nice.

thanks for everything my dear friend.

other whom i click well with but sad to say i dun have their pics nor do i keep in contact anymore:

WEI BIN

WEI QI

BAO HENG

JIA JIA

JIA YUN

YI BO

AND ALOT MORE..

Presenting to you,
my oh darling, Miss Sui Kae Ling!

only get to know her when i'm in primary 5,

she first thought i look like her mum! =/

and tat silly girl still thinking why my mum in my sch with uniforn on arh?

a very very cheerful girl with a constant smile on her face.

always there to cheer me up when i'm down,

tolerating my foul temper and keeps quiet.

know her for like 9 years?

i should subtract 1 year off cos we were on cold war in primary 6!

the reason is really stupid i tell you.

i was jealous that the other 2 friends whom we were close to,

stick to her like super glue.

i must have felt neglected or something and throw temper at her.

being a taurus,

i guess she can't hold her temper too,

so for one whole year,

we treat each other as transparent.

i'm so glad we go to the same secondary school

and were the best of friends now!

anw, she's also a member of our 246 gang.

girl, i know recently you are under lots of pressure.

but fret not,

i believe things will eventually turn out well for you!

wad's more,

you've got me to backup for you alrights!

jia you jia you!!!!

the next one will be out 360 degree transformer,
Miss Josephine Goh Hui Wen!
the one i've been really good with especially in primary 6.

she's the one who prefer sui sui den me!

but i can't blame her lah,i was so terrible back den.. =/

still remember we'll buy meepok back to her house to eat

before our remedial class,

den we'll rush our way back cos we stuck to irc for a long time and forget bout class!

we would share secrets together,

hang out together, joke together.

those fun days with her was awesome!

i say she's a transformer cos she changed so so much!

now so slim, so pretty,

girl who is full of confident and blissfully in love.

i bless you my dear girl! =))))

others whom i've been closed with :

Karen

Rachel

Yvonne

Susan

Marilyn

Stanley

Zong Kun

Steven

Isaac

and alot more...=/

the one and only super duper emo girl of mine,
Miss Helicia Khoo Yee Wen!

the "youngest" in our 246 gang.

the most rebellious,

have her own attitude.

can get very crazy at times.

the one whom i'm really really closed with.

might look strong on the outside but is one fragile girl.

recently hadn't been really really good terms with her.

we quarrel over slightest thing and agrees on different things,

wad's worst,

we got communication breakdown le.

girl,

i hope you will changed.

changed for the better and not for the worst.

quit smoking and go to school as much as possible.

i dun wan you to regret later in your life.

btw, jie still loves you.=)

my sweet little sister,
Miss Hau Liting!

always the one who cares for ppl.

100% good gf and wife to be.

very sweet.

very blur.

have been pretty close with her back den..

but recently really didn't meet up so drift apart already.

but not to worry,

i'll catch up with her really soon!

hope she'll be together wih the one she loved soon!

must jia you ok sweetie!

i support u! =))))

others girlfriends :

MELISSA

JOLYNA

SIHUI

SIEW PENG

SHU YUAN

last but definately not the least,

my banana queen,Miss Linez!

bestie from boston business school.

1st thought she was a malay,

didn't dare to talk too much with her for afraid i'll offend her in some way.

afterwhich, we got closer and talk everything under the sun.

a good advisor.

a good sister.

a good steamboat partner.

a good cabbie partner.

the one who bring me to pub.

the one who drive me see ah gua.

the one who loves me, and i loves her!

someone who really understands me despite knowing me for only 6 mths plus.

someone i look upon to as a big sister.

always there for me when i need her.

thanks alot bestie!

LOVES YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!