Wednesday, January 7, 2009 • 6:39 PM
i only have a pathetic 2 weeks, no, should be 13 days to prepare.
i've got like 3 modules to revise.
took out my tourism book just yesterday.
reading aloud while i get the important points written down on my foolscape doesn't help at all.
it's the second day and i've on my 4th chapter only.
i absorb nothing throughout, and realised i just copy down the notes blindly.
i ain't thinking right, and it seems that i have way lots of things occupying my brain.
i start to panic.
fear surfacing slowly, bit by bit.
i really dunno how to start.
i dunno wad to do at all.
nothings seems okie to me now.
will be mugging with menda next week.
i hope i'll keep on trying, keep on going, being motivated through her influence.
i seriously dun wanna flunk my exams, again.
i dun wanna let my family down.
friends who took the same exams as me, passed the exams without a sweat.
all of us didn't study at all, but how come the results is so different?
they never study, can pass. why can't i?
conclusion : they are luckier. or they are born clever. at least alot more den i do.
i need a completely clear and peaceful mind to focus on my exams. ):
stress. panic. fear.
help me through this critical moment, please...
Sunday, January 4, 2009 • 7:31 PM
the uploader refused to get the pictures down!
yikes. spoiler spoiler!
exams is round the corner,
gonna mug again. =/
