Friday, October 10, 2008 • 11:55 PM
loves all. <3
• 10:46 AM
where are the ones who really loves?
where are the trueful ones?
the stress.
the burden.
the hurt.
the anger.
they are killing me,
bit by bit.
trying to act like i'm alright it's definately not easy at all.
i hate things that are going on now.
forget it.
it's not like anyone would care.
• 10:41 AM
things are sealed, not to be taken away.
i can't do anything but to see them seized the things away.
the feeling is damn right terrible.
and worse, i can't do anything.
no doubt, everything is back to square one.
had to start over.
not because i'm afraid.
not because i'm unhappy.
but it's so fcuking unfair since we aren't the ones who do it!
THIS IS REALITY.
A CRUEL REALITY THAT I HAD TO FACE.
Monday, October 6, 2008 • 12:01 AM
我却装作我一点也不在乎。
没有任何对谈， 更没有真正有眼神的交流。
不小心跟你对上了眼，
我立刻板着脸，转移视线。
很想和你说说话，
真的很想。
可是，
我并没有踏出那一步。
故作潇洒，
只为掩饰心中的不安。
我好差劲。
很遗憾。
可是我无法面对眼前的你。
无法面对我自己。
只能像一只缩头乌龟一样，
对着你的背影说：
“ 你一定要幸福快乐。”
你曾经对我说，
应该知道的， 不应该知道的， 你都会知道。
那我想知道，
你知不知道我现在的感受？
我真是傻。
还是忍不住传简讯给你。
你问我一切都还好吗，
我不能说什么，就告诉你我还好。
你劝我不要emo,不要想太多， 希望我一切都好。
短短几个字， 却弄得我的心情更糟。
你我现在的关系，
就好比陌生人，
连朋友都不算。
很尴尬， 很矛盾。
时间会让我放手。
时间会让我忘记。
伤心。痛苦。
都是短暂的。
希望当下一次我在看到你时，
我们能像以前一样，
保持朋友关系。
Sunday, October 5, 2008 • 11:44 PM
i'm really really very touched.
it may appear to be just a piece of paper,
but the friendship behind it meant alot to me.
silly girl, ( you know who you are )
i've never regretted knowing you at all.
thanks for being such a darling, cheering me up when i'm down and all.
deep in my heart, you're one of my many friends tat i truely care and cherished.
anw, finally took neo print with lang sai already!
it's been donkey years since i last took one.
had fun laughing like mad cos she's so crappy,
this girl never fails to make me laugh.
she may be a year younger, but yet we can click..
enjoys her company.
and no doubt, i've got so used to her laughter!!!!
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HOHO!
