days passed.
my heart still hurts.
i didn't want him to know.
we were on the fone the 2 days ago,
i asked if he's still thinking bout those stuffs.
he replied no, saying that things tat had already happened, people already died, wad's there to think about.
he turn to ask if im still thinking.
i replied no, which i'm lying.
i dun wan him to remember anything tat had happened.
i want him to put down everything and start afresh with me.
he still calls me dar dar, which he always do back before all this,
just tat because of so much that happens,
we become distant le.
the one i dread the most,
happens.
i guess, all we need now is,
time and only time.
ytd while waiting for his smses,
i decided to make him a card,
though it's not a card tat's with nice glittery stuffs or wadever,
but it's wad i feels rite from the bottom of my heart.
我不要你爱我因为我对你好。。。
我要你爱我,因为我是我。。。