Simplicity

Wednesday, December 26, 2007 • 9:22 AM

it's christmas ytd and i can't feel any christmas mood.
the things tat happens, makes my heart numb.
anyway, meet hel and together we find ling who is working in parkway.
saw amos who is there waiting for her.
so sweet hur...=)

the couple were always seen bickering with each other,
scolding each other with nasty names.
i tell you, you will find them damn cute.
i know they never meant to say those stuffs,
it's just out of "entertainment".
seeing them so sweet, makes my heart even more sour,
i dun even have the chance to bicker with him...

met him ytd.
bought him a sweater, shaver, shaver foam and the card i made.
he told me he loves the presents.
he told me he's touched after reading my card.
he give me a kiss,
a kiss tat calms my heart down...

we sit down somewhere near my house.
the place we always sit down and talk.
he told me he missed the times when we could meet anytime, anyday that we wanted.
he said he's not a good bf as he's working all the time and didn't have enough time for me.
currently, he's too stress out with his work and the business he's into, too mch problems had occurred.
i really wanted to believe that's the only thing that's troubling him now.

he send smses all the time and appears to be hiding from me.
i asked him, he said it was a friend.
i find it hard to believe yet i told myself to trust him and stop my wild imaginations.
i dun wanna suspect him and become so paranoid bout everything.
other den all these, he's normal like before...
i want everything to end.
i want my dearest to be back like wad he used to be.
he say he needs time..
i dun wanna pressurised him.

his friendster status is under it's complicated,
whereby the past, he put it as married.
i dun wanna think so much.
i just wanted to love him.

will be meeting him on sunday.
i really hope things will got better as the days passed.....

all i wanted is you to be back by my side.
all i want is you, loving me only with all your heart, for the rest of your life...

要你心里只有我，
心里只爱我。。。
我要的就这么的简单。。
真的有那么难吗？？
我要的只是你回到我身边。。。。