Wednesday, January 9, 2008 • 12:05 PM
dun ask me how i'm feeling now.
cos all these while, i feel the same.
my life seems dead.
i stayed home all day and yes,
it's driving me nuts!
i asked him if he still in contact with her,
he said no, everything had stopped.
i believe him.
he asked me does it worth me doing all these for him when he treat me like tat.
i said tat's because i really love him and wanted to be with him.
he asked if i had second thoughts,
i can tell him straight.
i said i do have second thoughts on our relationship,
but hold on to it because i can't let him go,
cos i really do love him alot.
he tell me he's struggling to go back to who he is.
he tells me tat he wanted to be back like who he was.
he tell he he is trying hard to be back to his old self.
i know he is trying.
but efforts made by him did not convince me.
i'm getting really tired now.
all of a sudden,
i felt weak.
weak completely.
through all these time,
i really cried alot.
i even wanted to end this miserable life of mine.
i asked myself why is this happening to me.
why is god taking away my sweet bf and changed him so much?
retribution i guess.
friends around were asking me to let go,
not worth holding to someone who hurt me so deeply.
i did try to let go..
but something told me not to..
we've come so far,
so many things happened in between the 2 years plus we got together,
i told them i can't let go.
wad's most important,
i still love him so much.
tat's the main reason of me still holding on.
starting afresh isn't easy,
but i'm willing to give it a try.
the trust i had for him,
i will try to get back.
the time we both lost,
i will get it back.
all i want is to be your girl for life......

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