have been staying home for almost a week.
coping at home really do me nothing good.
the more i stay home,
the more i'm left with nothin to do,
the more i tend to think.
perhaps a day spend at a beach alone might ease my tensed up feelings.
for almost 3 weeks,
i'm circulating in my own world.
it's hard for me not to turn back and walk the stretch of road ahead of me.
i dunno how to get back to my own self...
life is getting really meaningless now.
i realised people around me dun seems to understand me like they think they do.
i dun even understand myself.
i hate the way i am now...