Monday, March 9, 2009 • 1:12 AM
i can't find another more appropriate word to use.
the word hate seems abit too much, for i hold no grudges to her.
but the sight of just her name, brings back tons of unpleasant things to my mind.
it flashes back, so quickly and clearly, as if to remind me.
tears followed after heartaches.
you told me you had no idea why i reacted so much upon her.
i guess you never know exactly how much pain i went through alone.
it's not easy to put down everything, pretending that nothing had happened.
for , somehow, in a way or another, it happened.
i doubt you really understand.
and i had no idea how to explain to you either.
the wound hurts once in a while,
i find it pretty difficult to breathe actually.
i'm sorry if i acted strangely today.
definately againest my will.
sometimes, i just wish you were abit more observant and sensitive toward me,
understand wad i've told you,
remember every single line in your mind, seal in your heart.
i guess it's not difficult task to accomplish. (:
i can't help but detest. detest. detest.

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