I never want things to end up this way,
i dun wan us to be unhappy just because of my insecurity.
it's the last thing on my mind to make you unhappy.
but.
i dun like the coldness in your tone.
neither do i love waiting for your smses.
i know you're busy with work.
but i'm really lonely.
the feeling sucks.
i'm sorry for thinking too much.
i'll be alright soon, i hope.
and i just realised,
i hate the way i am now.
hate it to the core.