planned to meet up with menda all today but it seems that many couldn't make it,
hence, it's cancelled.
i thought i might have the chance to go out and breathe in some fresh air,
which i assumes will clear my mind better.
staying home hadn't been good,
i've got nothing to do and things that i dun wanna be reminded of, returns.
it's killing me, bit by bit.
arghhh, it sucks.
but.
i feel that i'm better.
it's healing way more faster than i expected.
time is all i need,
to remember nothing.